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Saturday, October 3, 2009
Sunday, August 9, 2009
dear diary #2. (Look at the dates!!)
10 may 09, 15.54PM
Eh sumpah ya bagus bgt, lagi pengen download2 lagu&buka blog trssss ternyata internet rmh rusak -,- babi bgt deh hhh, udh gt bb lowbatttt jing deh. UDH GT bsk uasbn huh hebat bgt ya? Gila nasib gue...ckck. Jing deh ah, pengen nge download lagu parahhhh hhhh jing jing jing babi bangsat bacottt---hm ganyante huh....f. -uckitybgt deh haha -,- huhhhhhhhh (maaf kasar gttt ya haha abis ya bsnn wk)
10 may 09, 17.21PM
So HUNGRYYY! Sumpah laper bgt dehhh urgh, stomach rumbling huh, shity bgt deh ahhh. Urgh udh gt internet msh aja error mlsmls abis belajar, tp td udh,mls terusin hehe, ughhhhhhhh---stress -,-
11 may 09, 16.43PM
WOHOOOO! Uasbn? KELARR yg bi doang sih wk, bsk math lagi ah mlsssss -,- haha tp pasti bisaaa wkwk haha enk deh hari ini blh plg jam 10! Wk bangga tp gaseru haha drumah abis bsn bgt gilaaaa hhh udh gt internet rmh msh aja gajelas trs internet bb juga rusak lagi uh sialan sumpah deh ih nasib ckck... Hmm.... -,-
20 may 09, 19.01PM
Wohooooo! Today is the final of american idooool! Wihiii :3 sadly....IM STILL ON THE WAY! SHIT STUCK IN TRAFFIC? OH GOD! WHY???? AH! Oh and the american idol finale starts at 7, which is right about NOW! Urgggh screw jakarta! Oh why?! Traffic today? So not my day..... -,- God did I do anything wroooong? Oh please forgive me :3. Oh and since the last few days has been the worst, like the most disgusting guy ever likes me! That is so sick!!!! Oh and I have this scar on my hand because there's this really sharp pencil thats pointy and it made this really cool scar! -,-
Hm......
24 may 09, 21.21PM
Dear diary, it's been a while since I wrote so I'm going to get started again now. Okay so today I just bought the 'Diary of A Wimpy Kid' book and so I wanted to make the same. Except I'm not wimpy, and this aint fiction, but maybe when I grow-up and still have this maybe I would change a few parts so it could be really exicting! Hm,okay so anyway tomorrow.....
15 june 09, 9.00AM
Excuse the post above, I was writing but got distracted by something apparently. And forgot to continue it. And now it's been like more or less 22 days. And I haven't got "time" to post anything for the last 22 days. So I'll get started deh. Okay so now I'm playing Nitendo Wii with my brother, and I'm sooooo tired. So catch you laterrrr :)
HAHAHA
9 Aug 09, 3.53PM
Heey wthzup everyonee? Haha it's been quite a while since I wrote here. Well to be precise it's been more or less 2 months! Ha!
Okay so anyway just fyiii; last week was my birthdaaaay:) love it to d maxxx. Cause lots of people congratulate me:) hihi. But actually it's such a sucky day, that day (1 Aug actually:p). I would love to write what happen that day but I'm just too lazy to. Hahaha. And so other HUGE news that happened on the past 2 Months; 1) I went to america!!!! LoveItToTheMaxxx:) I visited the west coast only though, and only 3 major cities, ha! But it was an unforgettable experience:) hihi. I visited San Francisco (very cold place, but I like it so much), Las Vegas (city of lights, and casino! Haha bought a Nike Shoe there ;) and finally Los Angeles! The home of ma fellow celebuttons!hahaha. Huuuum I wish jakarta would be more lyk america someday. Oooho keep on wishing peeps!and just maybe it'll come true;)
Oooh and other MAJOR news; I moved......to TARAKANITA!!!!!! Talk about drastic change of environment! Ha, it's really hard there. And hm... Not to 'good' lyk high/scope. Damn I miss hs so much :''''''( but I'm still in contact wit my fwends in hs and even wit him....... Hahah, oh btw ryt now I'm kinda into GossipGirl.
you know you love me,
GossipBITCH
(Hahahaha)
-bella,xox
Eh sumpah ya bagus bgt, lagi pengen download2 lagu&buka blog trssss ternyata internet rmh rusak -,- babi bgt deh hhh, udh gt bb lowbatttt jing deh. UDH GT bsk uasbn huh hebat bgt ya? Gila nasib gue...ckck. Jing deh ah, pengen nge download lagu parahhhh hhhh jing jing jing babi bangsat bacottt---hm ganyante huh....f. -uckitybgt deh haha -,- huhhhhhhhh (maaf kasar gttt ya haha abis ya bsnn wk)
10 may 09, 17.21PM
So HUNGRYYY! Sumpah laper bgt dehhh urgh, stomach rumbling huh, shity bgt deh ahhh. Urgh udh gt internet msh aja error mlsmls abis belajar, tp td udh,mls terusin hehe, ughhhhhhhh---stress -,-
11 may 09, 16.43PM
WOHOOOO! Uasbn? KELARR yg bi doang sih wk, bsk math lagi ah mlsssss -,- haha tp pasti bisaaa wkwk haha enk deh hari ini blh plg jam 10! Wk bangga tp gaseru haha drumah abis bsn bgt gilaaaa hhh udh gt internet rmh msh aja gajelas trs internet bb juga rusak lagi uh sialan sumpah deh ih nasib ckck... Hmm.... -,-
20 may 09, 19.01PM
Wohooooo! Today is the final of american idooool! Wihiii :3 sadly....IM STILL ON THE WAY! SHIT STUCK IN TRAFFIC? OH GOD! WHY???? AH! Oh and the american idol finale starts at 7, which is right about NOW! Urgggh screw jakarta! Oh why?! Traffic today? So not my day..... -,- God did I do anything wroooong? Oh please forgive me :3. Oh and since the last few days has been the worst, like the most disgusting guy ever likes me! That is so sick!!!! Oh and I have this scar on my hand because there's this really sharp pencil thats pointy and it made this really cool scar! -,-
Hm......
24 may 09, 21.21PM
Dear diary, it's been a while since I wrote so I'm going to get started again now. Okay so today I just bought the 'Diary of A Wimpy Kid' book and so I wanted to make the same. Except I'm not wimpy, and this aint fiction, but maybe when I grow-up and still have this maybe I would change a few parts so it could be really exicting! Hm,okay so anyway tomorrow.....
15 june 09, 9.00AM
Excuse the post above, I was writing but got distracted by something apparently. And forgot to continue it. And now it's been like more or less 22 days. And I haven't got "time" to post anything for the last 22 days. So I'll get started deh. Okay so now I'm playing Nitendo Wii with my brother, and I'm sooooo tired. So catch you laterrrr :)
HAHAHA
9 Aug 09, 3.53PM
Heey wthzup everyonee? Haha it's been quite a while since I wrote here. Well to be precise it's been more or less 2 months! Ha!
Okay so anyway just fyiii; last week was my birthdaaaay:) love it to d maxxx. Cause lots of people congratulate me:) hihi. But actually it's such a sucky day, that day (1 Aug actually:p). I would love to write what happen that day but I'm just too lazy to. Hahaha. And so other HUGE news that happened on the past 2 Months; 1) I went to america!!!! LoveItToTheMaxxx:) I visited the west coast only though, and only 3 major cities, ha! But it was an unforgettable experience:) hihi. I visited San Francisco (very cold place, but I like it so much), Las Vegas (city of lights, and casino! Haha bought a Nike Shoe there ;) and finally Los Angeles! The home of ma fellow celebuttons!hahaha. Huuuum I wish jakarta would be more lyk america someday. Oooho keep on wishing peeps!and just maybe it'll come true;)
Oooh and other MAJOR news; I moved......to TARAKANITA!!!!!! Talk about drastic change of environment! Ha, it's really hard there. And hm... Not to 'good' lyk high/scope. Damn I miss hs so much :''''''( but I'm still in contact wit my fwends in hs and even wit him....... Hahah, oh btw ryt now I'm kinda into GossipGirl.
you know you love me,
GossipBITCH
(Hahahaha)
-bella,xox
Saturday, June 13, 2009
another new song :D
Hahah I also made this other new song, please tell me what you thinkkk thaanks ☺
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I wish you could knew
How I'm hurting inside
I just want to tell you
But you're never in sight
All this time
I've done everything for you
You payed me back
With a broken heart
A broken soul, and a broken smile
And now all we could see
Is just our history
The laughs we had
A total waste
Of those happy days
When I'm feeling blue
You used to cheer me
But now as I see
There's nothing you could do
Oh I want you back
The sweet and kind boy
I feel in love with
And now, all I see
That boy only lives
Inside my memory
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I wish you could knew
How I'm hurting inside
I just want to tell you
But you're never in sight
All this time
I've done everything for you
You payed me back
With a broken heart
A broken soul, and a broken smile
And now all we could see
Is just our history
The laughs we had
A total waste
Of those happy days
When I'm feeling blue
You used to cheer me
But now as I see
There's nothing you could do
Oh I want you back
The sweet and kind boy
I feel in love with
And now, all I see
That boy only lives
Inside my memory
new sooong :)
Heey everyone sorry I didn't post anything for long. And so this is the latest song I made. Well I edited the one I made for my friend and made my own version. Please take a look and thaaaankyou☺
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We were so close
But you always
Think of me as a friend
Oh I don't really care
I just want the old you
Back here with me
Cause I'd would given up
Anything to be with you again
Cause truly, I miss the old you
I want things the way it used to be
When you're always
Cheering me up
And standing there beside me
But now all hope is lost
Because you have forgot about me
I'm just wasted
No longer cared
I'm no longer in your memory
Thrown out, dumped away
That's how I feel, and it's not okay
I don't know
If you still remember me
Well, I hope so
Cause I think of you
Day and night
Strongly stressed
Without you here by my side
We've parted ways
We drifted away
I need you back, but
My place is taken
My soul is forgotten
My heart is broken
Cause I'd would given up
Anything to be with you again
Cause truly, I miss the old you
I want things the way it used to be
When you're always
Cheering me up
And standing there beside me
But now all hope is lost
Because you have forgot about me
I'm just wasted
No longer cared
I'm no longer in your memory
Thrown out, dumped away
That's how I feel, and it's not okay
All I want is to be heard
To get a chance to speak
To say my mind
Cause I grown too tired&so sick
Why won't you get out and stay away?
That's how I feel, and that's okay
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We were so close
But you always
Think of me as a friend
Oh I don't really care
I just want the old you
Back here with me
Cause I'd would given up
Anything to be with you again
Cause truly, I miss the old you
I want things the way it used to be
When you're always
Cheering me up
And standing there beside me
But now all hope is lost
Because you have forgot about me
I'm just wasted
No longer cared
I'm no longer in your memory
Thrown out, dumped away
That's how I feel, and it's not okay
I don't know
If you still remember me
Well, I hope so
Cause I think of you
Day and night
Strongly stressed
Without you here by my side
We've parted ways
We drifted away
I need you back, but
My place is taken
My soul is forgotten
My heart is broken
Cause I'd would given up
Anything to be with you again
Cause truly, I miss the old you
I want things the way it used to be
When you're always
Cheering me up
And standing there beside me
But now all hope is lost
Because you have forgot about me
I'm just wasted
No longer cared
I'm no longer in your memory
Thrown out, dumped away
That's how I feel, and it's not okay
All I want is to be heard
To get a chance to speak
To say my mind
Cause I grown too tired&so sick
Why won't you get out and stay away?
That's how I feel, and that's okay
Sunday, May 10, 2009
DEAR DIARY (maaf y pake bhs inggris)
6 may 09, 3.35AM
Can't sleep, awaken by thunders at 3.00 o'clock in the morning and its still freakin me out ya know having to hear all those big thunders, and this time it actually freaked me out to death. Tried signing in to msn/ym/facebook/other, won't work. Finally decided to go back to bed, got a god-damn nose bleed -,- what a day AND this day haven't even started yettt. Oh god, now my stomach is rumbling but I can't seem to get out of bed -,------>sign of total bored-ness, hm lalala what to do? Lalalala.....LALALA -,- lala....urghhh bored boooooreddd want to sleep&eat&stuffffszsszsz. -_- :( '__' '-' ----_____---- -,- -.- (>wtf)
6 may 09, 17.10PM
Seriously what is up with today? Urgh, so because of that wake-up at 3, I came to school late and yeah I have this homework due for today, but it's very simple, really. We just have to find photos for our crap..ssscrapbook and the scrap (crap)book is due at the end of the month, so yeah I thought, no biggy. Butttt our teacher (marc) decided to punish us (everyone who didn't bring the pictures). By telling us to write a 1-page essay about responsibility and listening to teachers, lalalaa, what an ass. -,- and today my friends were like sorda mean (no offense, they're always mean though. Peace. Hahah, love ya guys♥) AND i have bimbel today, URGH what a sucky-screwed-day!
-at bimbel-
Ew! Teacher, you suck ass! I mean she was actually telling me off because I had the wrong answer! And why I had the wrong answers? It's because our try-out teacher gave us false answers!!!! Screw. You. Guys! -,-
6 may 09, 20.53PM
Still 6th may! And hm its still a sucky day -,- so usually the nanny gives us some snack before bed time, and today she gave us EXPIRED YOGHURT WITH HONEY AND SUGAR! Ew ew www. -,- and i HAVE too finish or else, she'll tell my mom ---,,,---""
7 may 09, 16.48PM
Ohh yeah before I start, I want to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY CARISSA! Hehe. And thankssss for the pizza ;DD and yeah today BOTH my teachers didn't come to school, and we had substitutes, which normaly sucks. So first there's this guy Matt, and after only an hour with him, he's already better than my old teacher, marc. Ohyea speaking of marc, I spent hours writing that stupid essay -,- (what a total waste of precious time) and I spent an hour printing down pictures for scrapbook and YOU MARC DIDNT CAME! -,-
Okay -,- so anyway we had this other substitute I forgot her name though, but I don't really like her though. Hhh' nining&marc ugh no, matt&that girl ugh no, so which to pick? Hm
8 may 09, 7.09AM
So now I'm on the way to school, well I just hope I'm not late, or ms nining doesn't come to school. Hm yeah so today my brother has this percussion performance and my grandparents lend us their alphard because my brother's friends are going to use this car. Well so right now everyone is confused on how to turn on the cable TV, havoc in the car if you presume. -,- oh and I hate this stupid blackberry! The internet does not work!! Huhhhhh' screw.... -,-
8 may 09, 18.57PM
Dear diary....today was a pretty boring day. We had 3CD (-,-) which is the most boring subject ever. And we had "Friday Prayer". Hm, I hate fridays -,- but I love weekends, at home. Ok so anyway things started to get un-boring by the end of the day. So me and 4 of my friends were sitting at the school teras, and my friend started screaming and I saw this brown flying thing over and well I joined them by running away. And actually it's only a freakin- butterfly. Then after 3 of my friends went home, and I was talking to my other friend then I started saying "AAA" (or screaming) but in a flat tone then the person I was talking to started screaming real loud then the cat I was "AAA"-ing at, ran the hell away.
8 may 09, 20.14PM
O M G, I just say my phone bill and it's; Rp.599.045,- that's like +/- $60! That's. Just. Sick...
'O'>>>(GASP!)------>wtffff ;3
10 may 09, 13.47PM
Ih ok sekarang gue lg ga mood pake bhs inggris ya sorry2, hm ok sumpah nyokap=ngeselin abis deh ih jijik sumpah gaboong NAJIS ih keselllllll,huhh urgh!!! Jadi tuh ya kan abis pulang dr acara gt. Trs pas nyampe dirumah nenek, kan dia langsung ke atas, nah kan yaudah gue ntn tv kan, trs tb2 se-jam-an kemudian dia kebawah terus triak2 "ayo donng cepetan!! Td aku udh ksh 1 jam ngapain aja?!" Ih BACOT! Ih akhirnya dimarah2in ga jls padahal yg salah dia!!! Ih sumpa deh ih!!! Song for her; "cause were so uninspired, so sick and tired, of all the SHIT you harbor,mom." -,-
Can't sleep, awaken by thunders at 3.00 o'clock in the morning and its still freakin me out ya know having to hear all those big thunders, and this time it actually freaked me out to death. Tried signing in to msn/ym/facebook/other, won't work. Finally decided to go back to bed, got a god-damn nose bleed -,- what a day AND this day haven't even started yettt. Oh god, now my stomach is rumbling but I can't seem to get out of bed -,------>sign of total bored-ness, hm lalala what to do? Lalalala.....LALALA -,- lala....urghhh bored boooooreddd want to sleep&eat&stuffffszsszsz. -_- :( '__' '-' ----_____---- -,- -.- (>wtf)
6 may 09, 17.10PM
Seriously what is up with today? Urgh, so because of that wake-up at 3, I came to school late and yeah I have this homework due for today, but it's very simple, really. We just have to find photos for our crap..ssscrapbook and the scrap (crap)book is due at the end of the month, so yeah I thought, no biggy. Butttt our teacher (marc) decided to punish us (everyone who didn't bring the pictures). By telling us to write a 1-page essay about responsibility and listening to teachers, lalalaa, what an ass. -,- and today my friends were like sorda mean (no offense, they're always mean though. Peace. Hahah, love ya guys♥) AND i have bimbel today, URGH what a sucky-screwed-day!
-at bimbel-
Ew! Teacher, you suck ass! I mean she was actually telling me off because I had the wrong answer! And why I had the wrong answers? It's because our try-out teacher gave us false answers!!!! Screw. You. Guys! -,-
6 may 09, 20.53PM
Still 6th may! And hm its still a sucky day -,- so usually the nanny gives us some snack before bed time, and today she gave us EXPIRED YOGHURT WITH HONEY AND SUGAR! Ew ew www. -,- and i HAVE too finish or else, she'll tell my mom ---,,,---""
7 may 09, 16.48PM
Ohh yeah before I start, I want to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY CARISSA! Hehe. And thankssss for the pizza ;DD and yeah today BOTH my teachers didn't come to school, and we had substitutes, which normaly sucks. So first there's this guy Matt, and after only an hour with him, he's already better than my old teacher, marc. Ohyea speaking of marc, I spent hours writing that stupid essay -,- (what a total waste of precious time) and I spent an hour printing down pictures for scrapbook and YOU MARC DIDNT CAME! -,-
Okay -,- so anyway we had this other substitute I forgot her name though, but I don't really like her though. Hhh' nining&marc ugh no, matt&that girl ugh no, so which to pick? Hm
8 may 09, 7.09AM
So now I'm on the way to school, well I just hope I'm not late, or ms nining doesn't come to school. Hm yeah so today my brother has this percussion performance and my grandparents lend us their alphard because my brother's friends are going to use this car. Well so right now everyone is confused on how to turn on the cable TV, havoc in the car if you presume. -,- oh and I hate this stupid blackberry! The internet does not work!! Huhhhhh' screw.... -,-
8 may 09, 18.57PM
Dear diary....today was a pretty boring day. We had 3CD (-,-) which is the most boring subject ever. And we had "Friday Prayer". Hm, I hate fridays -,- but I love weekends, at home. Ok so anyway things started to get un-boring by the end of the day. So me and 4 of my friends were sitting at the school teras, and my friend started screaming and I saw this brown flying thing over and well I joined them by running away. And actually it's only a freakin- butterfly. Then after 3 of my friends went home, and I was talking to my other friend then I started saying "AAA" (or screaming) but in a flat tone then the person I was talking to started screaming real loud then the cat I was "AAA"-ing at, ran the hell away.
8 may 09, 20.14PM
O M G, I just say my phone bill and it's; Rp.599.045,- that's like +/- $60! That's. Just. Sick...
'O'>>>(GASP!)------>wtffff ;3
10 may 09, 13.47PM
Ih ok sekarang gue lg ga mood pake bhs inggris ya sorry2, hm ok sumpah nyokap=ngeselin abis deh ih jijik sumpah gaboong NAJIS ih keselllllll,huhh urgh!!! Jadi tuh ya kan abis pulang dr acara gt. Trs pas nyampe dirumah nenek, kan dia langsung ke atas, nah kan yaudah gue ntn tv kan, trs tb2 se-jam-an kemudian dia kebawah terus triak2 "ayo donng cepetan!! Td aku udh ksh 1 jam ngapain aja?!" Ih BACOT! Ih akhirnya dimarah2in ga jls padahal yg salah dia!!! Ih sumpa deh ih!!! Song for her; "cause were so uninspired, so sick and tired, of all the SHIT you harbor,mom." -,-
Thursday, April 23, 2009
NEWEST SONG
I just wrote this new song for myself, let me know what ya think? Kayy? Thaaaaaanks ;)
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It's not something to cry about
It's not something to laugh about
It's something to let go
It's something to hold on
It's the feeling of satisfacrion
It's the feeling of misery
He's someone to hate
Yet he's someone to love
He's my best friend
My worst enemy
He's a cure to brokenhearts
But he breaks my heart a lot
Can you fell the feeling inside
Cause I don't know what to do
When I'm with you
You make laugh
You make me cry
You make so desperate
You make smile at times so blue
Oh when I'm with you
I just don't know what to do
I can hate you
But that just makes me
Love you even more
Even better than before
Cause I don't know what to do
When I'm just alone with you
When you tease I fell so great
When you say sweet things
You steal my heart
When you're silent
And not speaking
In my heart
There's something missing
I don't know what do
And I gotta be true
In my heart there's you
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It's not something to cry about
It's not something to laugh about
It's something to let go
It's something to hold on
It's the feeling of satisfacrion
It's the feeling of misery
He's someone to hate
Yet he's someone to love
He's my best friend
My worst enemy
He's a cure to brokenhearts
But he breaks my heart a lot
Can you fell the feeling inside
Cause I don't know what to do
When I'm with you
You make laugh
You make me cry
You make so desperate
You make smile at times so blue
Oh when I'm with you
I just don't know what to do
I can hate you
But that just makes me
Love you even more
Even better than before
Cause I don't know what to do
When I'm just alone with you
When you tease I fell so great
When you say sweet things
You steal my heart
When you're silent
And not speaking
In my heart
There's something missing
I don't know what do
And I gotta be true
In my heart there's you
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
girls in love part.1
If you're in love right now let me share you my theory on falling in love;
There are 4 stages in liking/loving someone
Stage 1; is the "just something in my heart" stage. Meaning; you have this sort or felling in your heart for a person, but you don't really know what is itm
Stage 2; is the like stage, means you only a matter of liking someone
Stage 3; the obssesion stage, when youv REALLY like a person, and just couldn't get enough of that person. And this is the time when you get really jelous whenever that person talks with other girls/boys
Stage 4; the neutral stage.the stage where you still like that person and as much or less as before but you're not too obssesed. Ussualy people get to this stage after a huge fight with the crush or after feeling hopeless and stuff. In this stage us where thing starts being good. Where things just work out.
There are 4 stages in liking/loving someone
Stage 1; is the "just something in my heart" stage. Meaning; you have this sort or felling in your heart for a person, but you don't really know what is itm
Stage 2; is the like stage, means you only a matter of liking someone
Stage 3; the obssesion stage, when youv REALLY like a person, and just couldn't get enough of that person. And this is the time when you get really jelous whenever that person talks with other girls/boys
Stage 4; the neutral stage.the stage where you still like that person and as much or less as before but you're not too obssesed. Ussualy people get to this stage after a huge fight with the crush or after feeling hopeless and stuff. In this stage us where thing starts being good. Where things just work out.
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